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Tuesday, August 5, 2025

Ring Lardner, Jr. Memoir I'D HATE MYSELF IN THE MORNING (2000)

 (Page 75 excerpt)

Making my discomfort worse

was my inability to simply 

refuse to answer the HUAC's

questions or assert that my 

membership, in either the

Communist Party or the Screen

Writers Guild, was none of their

business.  But the lawyers of

the ten of us, in an exercise

of logic that seemed persuasive

at the time, had insisted that

such a stance could leave us

vulnerable in court at a later

date.  We were instead supposed

to maintain that we were making

an attempt, in our own way, to

answer the questions we felt the

HUAC had no right to ask.

In recent decades, feelings in

Hollywood, among other domains

of American Culture, have turned

sharply in our favor.  As the

sole survivor of the "TEN" I have

been in a position lately to 

receive many expressions of respect

and admiration from actors,

actresses, and other denizens

of the New Hollywood who sometimes

have only a sketchy idea of what

really happened to us.  Since I

enjoy a little adulation as much

as the next man, I don't always

make a point of filling in the

gaps in their knowledge or 

correcting the points of confusion.

But from time to time I try to

suggest that we weren't as heroic

as people make us out to be.  It 

would be more analytically precises,

it seems to me, to say that

we did the only things we could

do under the circumstances,

short of behaving like complete

sh*ts. .

Like the other 9 who testified 

with me, I couldn't yet know just

how much life and property and

comfort I was going to lose and

for how long. . .

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