Hollywood: The Oral History (2022)
From 1952, I found myself living
in England as a result of the
Hollywood blacklist, and I got
by in one way or another and I
was always looking, since I was
surveying and so forth, and writing
under assumed names, or whatever, to
avoid the blacklist. Because the
Blacklist followed people everywhere,
I felt inhibited about writing something
original. That was one of the penalties
of being blacklisted. . .Every blacklisted
Hollywood writer went through a severe
period, a period when he or she could
not write. Now some recovered from it,
and some never did recover from it. Once
I was working on a screenplay and it was
just no good. I had a conference with this
producer, very nice guy, very sympathetic,
and he said in a very terribly well-meaning
way "Look, why don't you forget all this
stuff? Why don't you make peace with those
people over there? Do what they want you
to do. Name a few names. Get yourself off
the blacklist, and get that weight off your
shoulder."
WHAT HE DIDN'T KNOW WAS. . .about
6 months before, they had pulled my passport.
And I wasn't telling that to anybody because
there was no point in spreading this around.
It was bad enough to have them (the State Dept.
in D.C.) do that, and I was suffering the
consequences of that, which meant that I
couldn't travel. When we parted that night and
I went upstairs to bed, I literally didn't sleep
all night long. I was awake constantly,
and I was scared. I knew fear, real fear.
And I hadn't written a good scripts, either.
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